Doubtful love

I pray for ears to hear
And eyes to see
But how much more do you want from me


Distance contained
Feelings astray
What emotions are yet to be conveyed


Times together
Times apart
I kept them all in my heart


Now you’ve taken my soul
And filled my mind
What more of Me am I yet to find


No, nothing left
You’ve possessed my inner core
Is that enough, or do you still want more


Wounds of my heart
Will they heal
Are your feelings undoubtedly real


Take my word
My feelings are true
What measure shall I take my love to


Mysterious answers 
Revealing my fate
All I can do is sit and wait


But with each trial
I’ll endure the pain
Because my love for you will shine again




babe, pls don't give up :(

my beau

I can't think of a really nice words to ever describe my beau, im just so lucky to think about having the best beau ever.
Before I met you I never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason ;)
I never thought I would ever find a beau that will really make me happy as I am now.. but soon I'll be happier coz I'll be holding you in my arms baby ko.
I am so blessed to have met you..
I felt that love is to think about someone else more times in a day than you think about yourself.


When it comes to relationships, don't be the person who has to look back and wonder what they could have had. Forget about the risk and take the fall. If it's really love, then there's no risk at all. Besides, of all the words, tongue and pen, the saddest are, it could have been..
Love has no desire but to fulfill itself. To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving, and life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.



This is for my Beau:

I carry your heart with me
 I carry it in my heart
 I am never without it,anywhere
 I go you go, my love and whatever is done
 by only me is your doing, my baby 


 I fear no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet,
 I want no world, for beautiful you are my world, my beau
 and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
 and whatever a sun will always sing is you 


 here is the deepest secret nobody knows
 here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
 and the sky of the sky of a tree called life, which grows
 higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
 and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
 I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart baby ko!



Gusto rocks my world!


hay naku lunch break is up !!

Missing you

I miss you alot,
 you are in my dreams,
 also in my tear drops, 
 that run in forest streams,



I miss you alot,

As I lay here,
 thinking of you.
 All my thoughts,
 Gray and Blue




I miss you alot,

As the days go by 
 Without you here I realize 
 Just what you mean to me
 And how much I love you. 


You are my life, my world, my everything.


JC

my poem with no title

If I forget all the times I made you smile
With my innocence and careless style
Would you still come around to bring me tears?
And fail to remember all those we had in years?


If you forget all the moments I made you blue
With all the naivety and lies I hid from you
Would you be in my doorstep tonight?
And tell me I am still the love of your life?


If we forget the love we've made for a span of time
And find somebody else to keep us busy and fine
Would we still find each other again at the end of the line?
Or let someone else fulfill dreams that once were yours and mine?


If for just one moment we forget to apologize
For hurting one another in many different ways
And stop ourselves from trying too hard,start to realize
That we both could live happily for the rest of our lives


But if only if you're future no longer witheld me
Then I guess this poem should mean goodbye
And even if it tears me in pieces to set you free
I know that I can...and will always hold you inside.


jc 

taken for granted

So many times we take our lives for granted because we are so sure that another day will be coming anyway, and we can always make up for things undone or unsaid. We treat the present carelessly, yet worry about the future. When in fact, the future is uncertain, a mystery. While the present is a beautiful gift to be cherished. What happens tomorrow rests not in our hands but in God’s. Sometimes, for some people, their tomorrows fail to arrive. Because their time is up, and they wasted their last day worrying about tomorrow – the day that never came.

Drastic as it may sound, but we are all guilty of this. We assure ourselves that many tomorrows are up ahead, so we live the present so casually and thoughtlessly. I’ll do this tomorrow. I’ll tell her I love her tomorrow. I’ll call my Dad tomorrow, when I find the time. I’ll thank my friend next time, for all the help he’s given. I’ll see you next time. We don’t bother to stop and wonder – what if tomorrow never comes? What if there won’t be any next time?


So goes the saying yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift, that’s why it’s called the present. I believe we can live our lives fully if we value the present, and keep in mind that life is short. What do you have now that you should be thankful for, yet take for granted? What are the things you need or want to do now yet have been waiting for next time? Have you been meaning to tell a loved one how much you love them, yet have been saving it for another day, for a better day?


We worry so much about the future, we busy ourselves with preparing for the future, our lives are too occupied with plans for the future. Nothing wrong with that of course. But if it hinders you from enjoying the present, from seeing the beauty around you, from appreciating God’s daily graces, from doing the simple things that are really important like saying thank you or I love you or I’m sorry, or give a hug or a kiss or a pat on the back, then you are already too caught up with the uncertain tomorrow and have taken today for granted.


So stop for a while and smell the roses! Dance like there’s no tomorrow! Love like you’ll never love again. Life is short and precious, so enjoy and make the most of what you have today, for only God knows our tomorrow.


life is short. we are never sure of our tomorrows.. 


jc

Like You'll Never See Me Again

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was I everything that you were looking for?


If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everything that I've been looking for


I don't want to forget the present is a gift
And I don't want to take for granted
The time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day here's not really guaranteed


So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again


Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again
Oh oh oh


How many really know what love is?
Millions never will
Do you know until you lose it?
That it's everything that we are looking for


When I wake up in the morning
And you're beside me
I'm so thankful that I found
Everything that I've been looking for


I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted
The time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day here's not really guaranteed


So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Can you do that for me baby?


Every time you touch me
See we don't really know
Touch me like this is the last time
See everyday we never know


Promise that you'll love me
I want you to promise me
Love me like you'll never see me again
Like you'll never see me again

In LOVE

When you're in love, every day is a colorful as the rainbow.
   
    Lots of wonderful things happen, things that should always be remembered.


Meaningful moments in your relationship and discover why being in love
                    is one of the most beautiful experiences that can happen in your life.


There I was one minute getting to know you, enjoying you and wondering where it would all lead, and the next , thinking about you all the time , 
     knowing that I never, ever wanted to be without you!


         I guess that's the way life is. You're going along doing everyday things, 
                  and out of the blue, life gives you this wonderful present,
   a present you had no idea how much you wanted.. 


That's what you are to me, you know, a precious gift...
       
Whenever I think of my time spent with you, when so many beautiful
       dreams have come true, whenever I think of how happy I've been...


I just fall in love all over again..


Everything wonderful begins with you loving me and me loving you..
One look at you is all it takes for me to fall in love all over again ;)




JC